Friday, June 22, 2007

My heart broke...

Thursday, woke up to a quiet day.

Have you had one of those days where you wake up and feel that 'something is out of place' BUT you can't seem to pinpoint what it is. Went through the normal motions of the day, had to meet up with a group of people before a client's meeting. From leaving my home to being caught in a traffic jam to the clients office, I JUST FEEL THAT I MISS MY BABY PRINCESS SO VERY HORREDOUSLY MUCH! - I called, sms'ed, mms'ed, IM'ed my Baby Princess and through-out this entire episode I just felt 'something is not right'

Then it HIT ME, my baby princess said 'Dee, I am not feeling well'. NOW I know what has been wrong. The 'thing out of place' is my Baby Princess was not feeling well, hence replied less to my constant barrage of technological messages. It was then MY HEART BROKE I felt like crap, my Baby Princess is not feeling well and I am not of any help. I am so sorry my love...

Baby Princess left work early, with a headache. I feel like crap for not being able to be physically there. I am so sorry my love. So there I was, with the crappy feeling going through the motions of the day missing my baby who is 202 miles away sick. My heart broke.

Got home, had dinner, and had my '10.30 Skype date' with my Baby Princess. Just to answer your questions my dear - Whatever I say, I will do, please don't be afraid - I am not like any other guy, I am so so so deeply in love with you that you have to believe me. *muakz*

My Baby cried, my heart broke. It felt so tight around my chest, the pain in my chest suddenly got worst when I heard my baby princess sobbing. I am so sorry my love, my heart broke.

My heart broke,
Your little hubby... *Peck to the cheek*

PS: A relationship is a partnership, both parties have to do their own part to work out the kinks in this partnership. Please don't be afraid to voice your concerns over anything my love. I won't leave you because I have to speak to you on the fone, or ask me to eat vege (blek) hahaha so please don't go and think silly things. If I feel anything is out of place or wrong I will voice out my concerns and we will sort it out via debates and dialogues. Just know that I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU my lovely.

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