*Ouch*

*Ouch* *ouch* *ouch* from 0 miles to 202 miles again. I hate leaving my baby. The last post was Tuesday now in a blink of an eye its Friday and I am leaving my baby. I had such a wonderful time, for the last few days she has been the first person i see in the morning, the last person i see at night - Ahhh dreams do come through.

Luckily, there is light at the end of the tunnel. I am feeling awesome because my baby is on her way up to KL now - we can then carry on to spend the weekend together. This time her friend is tagging along so we won't be that 'lovey dovey' i guess hahahaah (not that I am complaining *Smilez*)

During the week, finally getting the chance to spend significant amounts of time with my princess - I found out that my darling requires lots of reassurance, so do i my love, so do i. I love you so very much, and as time goes by my love for you, my thoughts of you increases by leaps and bounds.

Well our relationship is just starting and I feel its developing at a good pace. There are gonna be more obstacles and problems in the future but IF WE keep an open mind and open communication channel WE are bound to be happily alright. Love you so much baby.

Dee-dee

Surprise failed...

Baby Princess 1: Deedee 0,
I failed to execute a surprise visit properly and my Baby found out. Well to be honest, I was trying to be too smart and I so wanted to let her know that she with her 'infinite wisdom' found out nontheless.

I am in Singapore now, attending a internal group meeting and using this opportunity to catch up and spend time with my Baby Princess. Am currently in the meeting, and its causing me to fall asleep. So taking this time to update our blog.

Spent a nice night talking and just enjoying each other's company. I am so happy the feeling can't be described. Yesterday, I found out how my baby gets home after her language class at night. A LONGGG MRT ride (My first time) but seems quite safe all along the way. Her apt area also seems like a decent enough place, I am very comfortable that my baby is safe everytime she goes home.

Going back in time abit, before i got on the flight to Singapore - I decided to check out the bookstore. Bought a book titled 'The monk who sold his ferrari' - i am half way thru, and would recommend anyone to read it. Its a very good self actualization book when you are in the phase of questioning the 'meaning of life'. Will blog about this more once i finish the book.

Overall, this will be a wonderful week - Me and my Baby will be 0 miles apart for the next 5 days till Sunday. I am just so missing my Baby - am so happy today cuz I can smell her on my hands today. *muakz* so in love.

Lovingly yours, and just a few streets away.
Darling dee dee...

Surprise... not anymore but definitely excited!!!

Dee tried to give me a surprise; unfortunately, I’m just too smart for myself that at one look, I already sensed it coming. Tonight he is flying in to see me… YAY!!!

I will be able to be in Dee’s arms once again. I know he has been itching to tell me that he is coming but he just find it very hard to keep the secret and finally let the cat out of the bag. He is even in cahoots with my sister to find out the detail of my Japanese class so that he can carefully orchestrate a big surprise. Unfortunately, Dee being too open to me, he shared his friendster password to me so that I will have access to it, from there everything leaked and me being the smart one, see everything coming and falling into place.

Right now, I’m absolutely feeling happy and on cloud 9 the moment when Dee tells me that he is arriving tonight and will come see me after my class. Felt absolutely thrilled when I learnt the whole truth. Haven’t felt this much of happiness for a very long time. Glad that I’m having it again, even though it’s not a surprise anymore.

p/s: don’t think there is going to be much posts from us the next few days. Just going to spend time with each other lovey dovey… *blushed*

Mood: Excited, Thrill, Happy, Cloud 9, YAY!!!

Baby in Sentosa =(

Listening to 'Baby Princess's voice on Skype' by Baby Princess

Another weekend without my Baby princess by my side. I am so missing her.
Baby Princess was in Sentosa yesterday (Saturday, 23rd June 2007) and one of her ex's was also part of the group that went. I really don't like the feeling, its even worst when she tells me that he might still have feelings for her. Oh well, bottomline - I do have abit of not good feelings BUT I trust my baby princess enough to just lets things be... *muakz*

I am planning a surprise for my Baby Princess next week when I see her. I nearly kena conned by her and very nearly the entire suprise leaked out... but luckily it didn't, thank god. hehehe Anyways my princess, please be patient and I promise that you will like what I have planned out. Just give me abit more time to tie all the loose ends together and voila! - your suprise. Do you know that it is killing me trying to keep this from you. I want to tell you so many things about this surprise and get that smile and happiness on you as soon as possible BUT I am biting my tongue not to tell you. I want that ONE BIG SMILE and I want it deeply embedded into your heart. *muakz*

As for me, I was in the office from 1pm till 5pm yesterday working on a big client's business. We need to retain their business else I can't justify my pay hahaha. It's gonna take up the whole of my week and abit of overtime to sort this mess out. Last minute briefings, quick turnaround time, mind blowing ideas all rolled into one = chaos. Hope & pray for me that the shit doesn't it the fan... hahahaha all this and trying to finalize my surprise is well getting abit mind boggling.

We had a long discussion on how we will survive this 'long distance'. My dearest baby princess, I really also want to be by your side day by day but please understand, we both have a future to think of - and to be very honest I do have more potential in Malaysia than anywhere else in the world right now. I am just trying to think for OUR FUTURE, a future where I want to be providing all that you need and much much more. I am so in love with you that I am already thinking of OUR FUTURE TOGETHER for a long time to come. This is not some short term fling, I want to go the distance with you by my side (nagging hehe). I really think that in the short term, even if we have to suffer abit now - it is all for our future lor. Please BARE with me for awhile longer my dearest. There are alot of other couples out there that are in a worst state than us, we should be thankful with what we have and be contented (for now). I guarantee you we will be by each others side in due time. That time my only worry is that you will get sick and tired of me. I LOVE YOU!.

Well whatever it is, I am so in love, I am so very in love with my Baby Princess.
*muakz*. Please bare with me for abit longer my love.

Already yours,
Little hubby...

Rebuilding what was broken...

My dear, I totally understand your feelings now. It is very good that you tell me. I will be very patient and slowly pick up the pieces and rebuild whatever that was broken. Lets not take rebuilding as a bad thing, rebuilding something allows us to strenghten weak points of the past, allows us to amends past weaknesses andgives us experience to move forward in life.

The first thing that we need to do is to clean up the broken pieces, recycle what can be recylced and rebuild new ones that can make this a bigger better relationship. It takes time, and me being 202 miles away is not really helping BUT honestly - nothing in life is easy - and we appreciate easy things less. So I am willing to take on this challenge and I am willing to do anything to make this work out. Life will throw obstacles at us, but I know with you holding my hand and supporting me - WE definitely will go the distance. I love you.

After we clean up the broken pieces, the next step is the actual rebuilding. We will take this one day at a time. Rebuilding takes lots of communication, and I think we will be able to do that. *muakz*

Now don't get me wrong, I know we are a new relationship and I can guarantee you we will have arguements in the future (who doesn't?) BUT I promise we will ride out any misunderstandings and come out of it stronger and closer (Make up sex is the best sex, hahahaha *grinz*)

Well I am alright with you not trusting me fully yet BUT please do give me a chance to prove to you that i am for real. I am so in love with you my little wife. *muakz*

So like i said, stay strong, I am always just a phone call away, forever there for you, and start preparing for our meet up next week.

Yours truly,
Little hubby aka Cupcake.

My heart broke...

Thursday, woke up to a quiet day.

Have you had one of those days where you wake up and feel that 'something is out of place' BUT you can't seem to pinpoint what it is. Went through the normal motions of the day, had to meet up with a group of people before a client's meeting. From leaving my home to being caught in a traffic jam to the clients office, I JUST FEEL THAT I MISS MY BABY PRINCESS SO VERY HORREDOUSLY MUCH! - I called, sms'ed, mms'ed, IM'ed my Baby Princess and through-out this entire episode I just felt 'something is not right'

Then it HIT ME, my baby princess said 'Dee, I am not feeling well'. NOW I know what has been wrong. The 'thing out of place' is my Baby Princess was not feeling well, hence replied less to my constant barrage of technological messages. It was then MY HEART BROKE I felt like crap, my Baby Princess is not feeling well and I am not of any help. I am so sorry my love...

Baby Princess left work early, with a headache. I feel like crap for not being able to be physically there. I am so sorry my love. So there I was, with the crappy feeling going through the motions of the day missing my baby who is 202 miles away sick. My heart broke.

Got home, had dinner, and had my '10.30 Skype date' with my Baby Princess. Just to answer your questions my dear - Whatever I say, I will do, please don't be afraid - I am not like any other guy, I am so so so deeply in love with you that you have to believe me. *muakz*

My Baby cried, my heart broke. It felt so tight around my chest, the pain in my chest suddenly got worst when I heard my baby princess sobbing. I am so sorry my love, my heart broke.

My heart broke,
Your little hubby... *Peck to the cheek*

PS: A relationship is a partnership, both parties have to do their own part to work out the kinks in this partnership. Please don't be afraid to voice your concerns over anything my love. I won't leave you because I have to speak to you on the fone, or ask me to eat vege (blek) hahaha so please don't go and think silly things. If I feel anything is out of place or wrong I will voice out my concerns and we will sort it out via debates and dialogues. Just know that I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU my lovely.

missing my baby

I've been writing this post many times. Deleting it and rewriting it countless times for a few days now. I wanted to type all my feelings and pour out all my emotions. But alas, no word is forceful enough to describe the intensity of my feelings, strong enough to describe my emotions.

No matter how many times I said I love him, no matter how much I said I miss him, it just seems not enough at all. I don't think there is any more words out there that I can use to describe how I am feeling for him. My feelings for him has grown deeper and deeper day by day and night by night.

I really do love him a lot.

Sweetheart, I just want you to know that, the words “I love you” is just not enough for me to tell you how much I have fallen for you. You have made me realized how much I have missed you in my life but I have no regret to all this, for I know we still have a future to be together.

A life is worthy only if it is remembered. Your life will not go wasted because I will be your witness; it will not go unnoticed because I will notice it. Love is holding your hand and growing old together. Knowing each day that I will be the privileged one to be there to go through everything with you. You are my one and only love in my life.

Missing YOU baby

Listening: Eric Clapton - Tears in Heaven

The fear in me...

I am very totemo fearful of losing my baby princess...

The more she tells me she misses me, the more i fear the day she stops
The more she tells me she loves me, the more i fear the day she stops
The more she kisses me, the more i fear the day she stops
The more she confides in me, the more i fear the day she stops
The more she gets jealous, the more i fear the day she stops
The more she does anything, the more i fear the day she stops
Please don't stop my dear, I want to go the distance with you my baby princess...

Baby princess shared with me that her long ago ex will be in her town, and most probably they will be catching up.
And I also know for a fact that this ex of hers still has interest in my baby princess. I am really afraid, this brought back memories of when i first met baby princess - she was still with this guy.

Baby princess was so smitten, but i guess just because of the distance it did not work out. I don't really know what happened to cause the breakup but I am still very afraid. Not of my capabilities to make my baby princess happy, but ... I really don't know, I really am afraid...

This is the fear I have, I was telling Baby princess that I feel like shrek. I am the not good looking good guy, and I have to fend off prince charmings to keep Baby Princess... I am so in love.. I am so in love with you.

Your smile, like a morning sky
Brightening my day
Warming my heart
Energizing my mind
Giving me life

Your eyes, like the night sky
Sparkling like the stars
As reassuring as the moon
Calming my mind
Relaxing my soul

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU MY BABY PRINCESS!, tell me what I can do to keep you forever and ever and ever.
I am going the distance with you, you had your chance to get off this ride but now you have no choice but to stay for the entire duration of the ride. *Kiss kiss*

*Yawn* *Rub eyes* - *MUAKZ*

Hey princess, I just wanted to do something simple to say I love you and to put that smile I love so much back on your face. I want everyone to know how much you mean to me. Ever since you have entered my life, I've been flying on Cloud 9.

I tell you this everyday, but you are the most beautiful person I know, inside and out and I see that more clearly with each passing day. I love everything about you, about us. You do something to me that no other has, you have made me so happy, the happiest I've ever been. You give me the most amazing feelings inside, the feeling of being in love with you.I still don't know what I did to be so lucky to have you in my life, my dream come true...

I am so thankful though. In this short time that we've been together, we have grown so much and I can't wait to see what the future holds for us. I love you, Baby Princess, with all my heart and soul, always and forever

I am always here, and in your heart. Think of me and my warmth as the blanket for you to sleep tight in the night. Look to the sky at night, and when you see a sparkle of a star ... that's me, princess, thinking of how much I love you and miss you. Look to the moon, thousands of miles away from you ... know that I will be looking at the moon too - thinking of you.

So it is with this feeling that i declare my love, from me to you. I love you, my princess, with all my heart and I will never stop loving you. You are my life, you are my everything. Though distance may keep us apart, you will always be embedded deep within my heart.

Truly yours,
Dee aka Cupcake... *MUAKz*

Lucky cupcake...

To my sweetest and dearest girl friend, the love of my life, my dear baby princess...

It has been about 10 days since BIG GREEN LIGHT. The entire experience so far has been surreal and I am honestly the luckiest guy on earth to be on the receiving end of your affection.

I think for the entire 10 days, we have said many 'I love you's' in the process I think we have said it a thousand times. To be honest, the words that we use really do not even touch the tip of truly honestly how i feel. The words are only able to justify 10% of what I feel, the remainder 90% i still have problem trying to show it to you - Please bare with me while I work on a way to communicate the remainder 90%.

I am sitting here at my desk, while you are 202 miles away at yours. I am on Skype with you and we are spending 'quiet time' together while saying whatever that comes to mind.

In terms of effort being placed into the relationship? To answer my Baby Princess's worry. I am very glad and happy that she is aware of the amount of effort that i am putting into the relationship BUT please understand. It is at no point in time a tedious task, I am willig to go thru fire for our relationship and I will do it with a smile. This is because all tasks whether hard or easy is measured relative to the other things. Hence twin tower is considered short if compared to mount everest. Anyways my dear, rest assure that nothing that i do is too hard - for your sake.

Another thing, you won't ever lose me cause with my size - I am easily spotted in the crowd. So how can you lose someone my size? *muakz*... I will always be a few steps away watching over you my princess - Like some secret service agent ready to step in front of a bullet for you, ready to pounce to save you if any danger is detected, anything princess.

And I think we both have the same feeling that we want this relationship to work and last, and I will carry on making sure that you feel safe, happy, fresh, secure and in love. Your job is to sit back, relax and enjoy the ride as hopefully I can make you feel like the QUEEN that you really are.

You really are the love that I have been looking for, now that I have identified and found you. I am not gonna let you go without a fight. *MUAKZ*

Always have been, Always will be, yours,
Dee aka 'Cupcake'

lucky baby princess

Dee was being very sweet to come visit me in my hometown over the weekend. That visit from him meant so much to me as it signifies how much he values this relationship with me. It also helps to ease the feeling of missing him that I had for him. I have never thought I will fall this hard for him, never.

Going out with him has been relatively easy for me to a certain extend. He tries very hard to make sure that I don't get stressed in the relationship. I'm aware the amount of work he is putting into this relationship and i truly appreciate it. He may not be the best looking guy i know but he is definitely a guy with the best hug. When being hugged by him, he gives me a sense of security that I can never get from elsewhere.

Now as day passes by I seems to have fallen deeper and deeper for him but on the other hand my fear is becoming more prominent to me. I now hate the thought that I may one day lose him. I suppose the more you care and feel for a person the more you hate losing him/her. Time and again Dee has been assuring me that he will never leave me, a part of me really want to believe his word but on the other hand I'm also telling myself not to be naive, because of what I have been through, I find it very hard to believe it as it is. I'm going through an emotional tug of war inside me. I know it's very unfair to him and I'm very sorry to say this to him given the amount of effort he is putting in into this relationship.

All I'm hoping now is that this relationship will really work and that we will be the one meant for each other. By then I think I can say that I'm a very lucky baby princess.

Love u heaps and heaps... *muaks*

Dedication to my Bao Bei...

I would like to dedicate the following youtube clip to my Bao Bei, I know i am not as good looking as aladdin but it is the feel and the song that I want you to feel and hear when you are with me.

I am so in love with you...

Please watch and enjoy: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2N9IsvsjzUc

*muakz*

missing my baby

Baby, I miss you.

You’re in my thoughts day and night. When I’m with you, you made me feel like a princess. I feel loved and cherished when around you.

Miss your hugs, your passionate kiss and your warmth. Can’t imagine my life without you now.

Love you and only you.

The day after...

This distance is horrible... I am so in love but the item of my affection is now again 202 miles away... But baby please bare with the situation for a while longer, we need to be strong and ride this wave through. As I always say - Good things take time - see what 4/5 years got me? (YOU)... *muakz*

Now I only have this urge to meet up with you and kiss you again, slowly...
All I can think of is my lips touching your eyelids, ears, nose, face, lips eyebrow, forehead, and every inch of your beautiful face. The only image that comes to my mind, is the image of your naked body being touched by my lips. I really need to see you soon, I need to taste your skin, smell your smellm and see the expression of pleasure on your face.

I don't want anything else, you don't have to make a single move. I will kiss you from head to toe, every inch of your skin, as if you were the last thing in the world I could touch. As you may already realize, I miss you in a very special way; I need to have you all to myself.

I will only stop kissing you when you ask me to, but don't be in a hurry to stop me for you do not know the extent of my desire.

Here is one of the many kisses I want to give you my 'Bao Bei".
*MUAKZ*

P.S Good Morning...

0 miles apart for 2 days....

It has been approx 5 hours since i said bye bye to my baby... I am so very depressed now.

We have been 0 miles apart for 2 days, WONDERFUL!!! this is our first meet after our confirmation of becoming a couple, an item, a duet, a partner. Seeing her as my GF, staring into those lovely eyes confirms to me that I am deeply in love with my baby. I want all the best stuff for her and keep her by my side and happy.

I am so in love with u my Baby Princess.

The entire 2 days revolved around
- 2.5 hour drive for a normally 3.5 hour road
- Stressful 30 minutes with my Baby's parents before I was properly introduced
- Great toast and eggs
- Basic amenities hotel with a very soft bed, cold aircond and a big duvet
- Another weird hour spent at dinner with Baby's parents where I was sweating (like i did something wrong)
- A great bowl of beef noodles
- Horrendously BIG houses

BUT the core of the 2 days revolved around
- Passionate kisses and not so passionate kisses
- Big and long Hugs with soo much meaning
- Bites
- Pinches
- Chews
- Blue blacks and bruises
- Itchiness
- Giggles
- Laughter
- Getting wet (It was raining!, you yellow brainer)

As you can see I am really lost for words for this awesome weekend, I hope it never ends.

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU BABY! and please understand that all that i say and do are all true. I REALLY AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU! don't you dare leave me (i know where you stay already hehe)

*Passionate Muakz*
*Big Hugz*
XOXOXOXOX

Seeing you tomorrow...

It has been a week since I last saw you, it feels like a life time. I miss you soo much.

I am glad and happy and excited and just experiencing pure bliss thinking that I will see and hold you tomorrow. Eventhough it will be 1 day, a few hours, I will surely cherish the moments we are together.

I am so glad. You have no idea how much i missed you!! my arms holding you. My eyes miss your smile, my ears miss the sound of your laugh, my nose miss the smell of your hair, my tongue miss the taste of your lips, my hand miss your hands and my heart aches every minute you are not around me.

I miss being helf by you, I miss being near you, I miss you.

Am looking forward to holding you tomorrow in my loving arms.
You are beautiful, you are wonderful, you are special and most importantly YOU ARE MINE!!!!

With lots and lots and lots of love from a longing heart,
Your boyfriend of 14 days (since the 'not so passionate muaks')
Your boyfriend of 11 days (since the little green light)
Your boyfriend of 7 days (since the big green light)
Your boyfriend of 4 days (since the question)
Been yours since 5 years ago. *MUAKZ*

Calibration period...

I had an epiphany, we are in our calibration period.

Every new relationship is like owning a new tech gadget, we need to calibrate it best to our own behaviour or as close to it as possible to make the entire process as smooth as possible.

Lately Baby Princess has been showing some colour, there are many reasons in which only we know but i would like to take this blog here to reassure her of a few things. This is already a long distance relationship we have, so every little misunderstanding should be brought up and talked about else it will just get worst. I will be patient, so please be patient with me. I have more love for you then there are grains of sands in the ocean. I love you.

As for invites to parties and drinking sessions, i guess we both are popular people in our own groups of friends and well it will happen time and again. I promise to remember to give you a 'heads-up' earlier if I plan to attend anything. I am also new to this baby, you have to believe me.

So we have to be patient and understanding of each other, else sure kena arguement. *muakz* love you..

Listening to "Its only love that gets you through" Sade.

Random tot.

If I could choose any woman in this world to hold hands with, I would still choose you

so in love..

I’m feeling so in love now.

If this is a dream I hope I will never have to wake up from it.

Love you lots sunshine!!

Thinking of you....

When we are apart, you are all I think of
I long to see your eyes and your dimply smile
Eyes that sparkles like diamonds
A smile that melts my heart

I long to hold your hand
I long to hold you in my arms
I long to 'passionately' kiss your lips

Its very late now, and you are still in my thoughts
I really miss you so very much

We are apart for so long, and the period when we can be together we are apart.
I apologize for this distance and promise that it will be solved soon
Please bare with the situation, Luv ya pumpkin.

Anyways, I am going off to sleep now. I can read that I am rambling abit but oh well it is straight out from my heart and onto this blog. *muakz*

Listening to my heart.

Nicknames... Part II

More nicknames for HIM
- Honey
- Buttercup (now i am a powerpuff girl???)

You know I am enjoying every moment of this... hahaha

*muakz*

Nicknames...

I just noticed that we are starting to sound like some sappy couple, which is fine with me... I am loving every moment of it. To be very honest, i never tot my Baby princess would get in on the same act as me... thinking and using nicknames like it was second nature, but it is happening and I love it.

Nicknames for HIM so far:
- Dee
- Dear
- Dear Dear
- Darling
- Sweetie

Nicknames for HER so far:
- Baby Princess
- Baby
- Dear dear
- Sweetie pie
- Dear

Hopefully as our vocabulary increases over time, our nicknames will follow suit.

I love you my honey bunch sweetie pie snookums...

Groggy speak...

I think my Baby Princess's 'Groggy speak' has rubbed off on me. I used to laugh at her for speaking in riddles and incoherrently when she is really sleepy or tired - Honestly such a thing has never happened to me before. But for the past week or so, it has happened thrice while i was on the phone with my baby.

Goodness, its rubbing off hahaha and I now can understand how it happens. When you are speaking, your eyes starts rolling up into the head, your brain starts shutting down, while shutting down your brain runs through things which you have in your head, you think it was part of the current conversation and you blurt those things out.

I said something about a motorcycle and stuff. Hahaha through all this my baby has been very patient with my incoherrent speech hehe *muakz* love you.

I don't mind more stuff rubbing off me... hehehe

Listening to 'Its only love that gets you through' Sade.

Neverending meetings... Part II

Listening to 'A love that will last' Renee Olstead

Started my day with a LOVING MESSAGE from my Baby Princess. I love and miss you very much too my Baby Princess. This really brightened my day in preparation to a long day of endless tedious , time wasting, client shoe licking, mat sallehs with white supremacy issues handling meetings.

10.20am - Picked up a colleague at the office and off we went to my favourite clients place

11am - Meeting with a very famous online brand for a $1million potential marketing partnership. ended at 12.45pm.

1pm - Then moving into a lunch time meeting with a big radio brand, had Sudanese lunch. Potential deal size is another $500K here. Had to rush back to the office for a meeting, left the radio guys at 2.30pm

3pm - Back at the office, big project dealing with a major FMCG to develop a online campaign. First meeting with all stakeholders involved to get everyone on the same page. $300K deal here
Meeting started abit haywire with everyone talking at the same time, ended peacefully with hopefully everyone understanding their own bits and pieces at 5.30pm

6pm - yet to happen, but awaiting a meeting with one of the major luxury car brand for a campaign launching in July (The month I start at my new company)

Night time - I will be going to gym while my baby princess is at her night class. She is adding knowledge while I shed a few pounds for health's sake. Will be talking to her later in the night to catch up - Long Distance is difficult but good things takes time and I am willing to go thru fire for my girl... Luv ya..

The only constant thing in my mind the whole day is my Baby Princess'es smile and dimple. Her laughter and voice is what i keep replaying in my head. Her soft sweet lips is what i crave for, her hand on mine is what i hope for, to be by her side is dream come true. I am living a dream - loving and cherishing every milisecond of it. *muakz* *hugz* I love you baby princess.

Till tonight.
*Passionate Kiss*

Missing Dearie...

Dearie seems busy the whole of today. Didn’t have the chance to talk to him online except he remembered to give me a call somewhere during his lunchtime I think, how sweet. He is probably having a hard time dealing with his demanding clients, I think but I know no matter how occupied dearie is, I am always and will always be in his thoughts.

Wonder if he reads all my SMS I sent to him, just want to cheer up his day. Hopefully it helps in making him feeling better while at work if he is having a difficult time at work. Even if it isn’t, just want to let him know that he’s always in my mind all the time.

Trying to book my tix to visit Dearie end of this month but seems to be having a bit of problems. Missing him so much, hope to see him real soon. Funny, I never have feelings as strong as this before, I remember before we were together; I used to miss him as well, especially during periods when I am really down and out but even then my feelings at that time is not as strong as now. I wonder why…

Renee Olstead - A Love That Will Last

We were listening to this song while chatting with each other yesterday. Thought it will be quite meaningful to post the lyric here for keepsake.

Renee Olstead - A Love That Will Last

I want a little something more
Don't want the middle or the one before
I don't desire a complicated past
I want a love that will last

Say that you love
Say im the one
Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run
I don't do drama
My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last

[Chorus]
I don't want a just a memory
Gives me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
Cuz i want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till i die

So call me romantic
Oh i guess that must be so
Theres something more that you oughta know
I'll never leave you
So don't even ask
I want a love that will last

Forever
I want a love that will last
I want a love that will last

[Chorus]
I don't want a just a memory
Gives me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
Cuz i want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till i die

So theres little more that i need
I wanna share all the air you breathe
I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past
I want a love that will last

Forever
I want a love the love that last
Always
I just want a love that will last
Want a love that will last

First post... by baby princess

If it wasn’t because of dearie’s idea to come up with this concept, I don’t think I will ever think of such an idea to create another blog to maintain. Already I’m having difficulties to maintain my personal blog (and he hardly maintain his own) but since this is dearie’s idea, I think this is the least I can do to show support to him by posting my first post here.

Our relationship has been a long-winded courtship for a start and now we’re starting off our relationship as a long distance one. It is not until recently when a friend of his made me realized that dearie has been there for me for 5 years. Dearie has displayed great perseverance in this whole relationship; he has been there for me through my times of ups and downs. Always my 999 whenever I have any issues in my life. I should say he has put in a much greater effort and hard work to make this entire relationship happen because he knows this is what he wants. His unrelenting spirit to pursue this relationship is one of the things that touch my heart.

I remember when we first knew each other initially he was sitting by a glass window. Looking as though he is up for sale in a display window… hehe… I remember how I used to see him from a level below his floor, how we used to exchange stealing glances with each other. Not long after that I received an email from him initiating the whole friendship. It’s been a long time since that has happened, now it’s only a faint memory that’s left behind. Who would have thought those harmless flirts will provoke this 5 years long marathon courtship?

Hopefully in days to come dearie and I will share more wonderful memories to post in this blog so that in future when we look back one day we will have something to reminiscence together *sweet*

Listening: Reunited - Peaches & Herb

Neverending meetings...

Started my work day with a meeting at my biggest clients office, 9.30am to 12pm meeting. It was good seeing them 'see the light'. With their new CEO onboard, its good to see changes being implemented - now we wait for the execution and hopefully it works for them.

As a custodian of their brand it pains me to see a good brand go to waste by miscommunication - imagine, a communication company with a communication problem.

Anywho, after that went for another lunch meeting with some guys from Soccernet & their media reps.

After lunch, met up with yet another bunch of media people - Friendster & their media reps. All these lasted till about 4pm.

Then another meeting with a friend till 5.30pm.

Work starts here - mail box overflowing, clients calling, colleagues to update and family dinner at 7.30pm hahaha luckily I am on my NOTICE PERIOD (for FOUR MONTHS now, out of the kindness of my heart hahaha)

Anyways, today I feel I have neglected my baby princess because I was not online to chat with her the whole day. I am sorry, BUT in order to build a future to give you OPTIONS.. I need to work like this (should be even harder actually hehe) *muakz*. Anyways you were always on my mind today.

Now is 7pm, I gotta go for the Family Dinner - will keep updating this blog time and again.

*muaks*
*hugz*
Love you.

For the very first time...

On the 2nd June 2007, our lips touched for the very first time. It was beautiful but I guess 'not passionate enough' but I tell you. When I got home...

"I shut the stairs and ran up the door,
Put on my teeth and brushed my pjs,
Turned off the bed and hopped into the light,
All because you kissed me!"

*muakz*

The first...

A blog to keep two lovers in touch with each other, our relationship started about a week ago 5th June 2007 after 5 years of courtship. It was a long and bumpy road, but every minute, every second, is worth it.

Baby, you are worth everything

Well back to out story, I decided to start a blog to keep in touch with each others lives because we are 202 miles apart =(. Baby princess's postings will be in red/pink while my (the male's) postings will be in blue/black. Our JOINT POSTINGS will be in green.

I read before somewhere that in order to make a Long Distance Relationship (LDR) work, it requires freshness and many many different wants to stay in touch. We are already doing the normal IDD phone calls, SMS's, the very fun MMS's, Emails, Ecards, MSN, GTALK, and now blogging. There is a very long road ahead of us, we have to be very focused on keeping this afloat my dear.

Well lets the games begin, and let our creative juices flow.

Lemme just end this first of many many many many postings with this little item just for my Baby Princess

Without your lips, my mouth is dry,
Without your touch I'm aching inside...
Without your hugs, I feel so cold,
Without your hands, I've got no one to hold...

Baby I miss you so much and it's breakin my heart,
It's killin' me softly knowin' that we're apart...
Yet our love for each other is keepin' me alive,
And the thought that though we're miles away,
We're still under the same sky...

Lovingly yours,
*muakz*